Back to Square One

I looked up something online. Turns out I need at least a 9 month internship before I could start studying what I want (which takes 8 semesters). Fuck my life. It took me ages to find something I was interested in and now that. I don't know whether I'm willing to give up 5 years for something I'm not even sure I like. 2010 really, really sucks so far for me!

ETA: I wrote to them and they said I don't need the internship (the phrasing was unclear on the website). My degree plus my years of work experience is enough. Yay!