I had dinner with two of my friends tonight. I had a lovely time. There was one thing that was a bit depressing. My friend is newly in love and while I'm happy for her, because I love her and she is awesome, I'm also green with envy. Why does it always happen to other people and never to me? I would be happy to even meet a guy that I could crush on, never mind an actual guy to have a relationship with. I'm never gonna meet someone *sigh*.