So frustrated!

The chaos at work is seriously bringing me down. Shirley and I are now suddenly responsible for ordering office material. Not that Ariane bothered to tell us. She sent us an unclear E-Mail that when we reread it today made at lot more sense. Not that this alone is annoying, but we also get to answer our bosses boss phone when he's in meetings. We went from normal employees to assistants of the whole floor in record time. We're drowning in work, plus we still get to do all of our previous tasks from before the merger. No one has a time table, everything is really complicated, because 5 companies=3 different computer systems and I'm still adjusting to working in the new building.

I need to finish putting my application file together. I put it off, because I wanted to give the new company a try, but I don't think I can work like that. I'm unmotivated and frustrated all the time, no money in the world is worth that. I'm also slowly getting better, so I'm running out of excuses.

I should really call my grandma this week. I've been putting it off for so long.